I said I was going to post some new work last year and I neglected to keep my word. I am sorry I have spent the last 4 years of my life in stasis when it comes to creating any form of art... 6 years since I completed a song. It is an incredibly depressing realization for me considering how little time I have. I lost my best friend/muse and things really went downhill from there as far as my photography goes. I attempted to work with new models and market myself better, but I was mainly getting Wedding Photography gigs (which I HATE!) and working with models proved to be challenging for me since I am not a "people person" and am terrible at "small talk." I started to become frustrated and depressed and lost touch with it. I started to let myself rot at my job and in front of the TV till I didn't even notice I was... I moved in with my boyfriend of 8 years, got engaged, got a pug, and found myself immersed in my new life and trying to find where I stood in it. Then we moved.. and moved again, planned our wedding, worked on our wedding for about a year, had the wedding.. and then I found myself trying to find my footing in this new life again as "wife." All in all.... I have been going through some major changes over the course of 5 years and also doing circles when it comes to my ongoing depression that I have suffered with since I was very young. I recently decided in the midst of a very dark place that I need to make some very drastic changes before it's to late. It can be hard to make that kind of a bold choice when you feel you have fallen into a deep, and dark oblivion, but I am willing to fight my way back into the light, and I think that's a good first step! I am going to work on art/music again and I am going to go back to a counselor to clear up some of my darkness that I am tired of carrying with me. I am starting off small, I don't want to put to much pressure on myself right now, but my goal is to improve my creativity by the end of the year.

With that said, I will post some work on here, BUT certain work that I feel could be stolen by assholes who have no respect for an artist's work [ I can not tell you how many times my stuff has been stolen on here] I will not post. If I am fond of such a photograph I will post it on my Model Mayhem page. So add me on there if you would like.

Otherwise, you can follow my daily updates/photos [Project 364] here: [link]

I think that is it for now.... I will post a couple new pics I took recently, but please keep in mind that I am a bit rusty, so if you look at them and think, "WTF, this sucks!?" Well, until I get my feet wet as they say, that just might be the case for now, so deal with it.